He said that the place to which Mr. A’s soul wanted to return was very big and warm.
So, for a start, we decided to trace back the memories together before he reincarnated in this life.
There, we found the soul of Mr. A, who had always been reincarnating in search of warmth.
At that time, Mr. A’s soul took the form of a girl and her name was Alice.
When I looked at the place where such Alice was, I found that she was in a room surrounded by mirrors in the forest.
I asked Alice, “Why are you in such a place?” I asked Alice.
She said, “I went into the forest in search of a beautiful flower in the forest.
It seems that these beautiful flowers only bloom in places with warm feelings.
They say, “The land is clean because the fairies are guarding it, and where there are flowers, the surroundings will be happy and beautiful.” He says that this is what they say.
And then, “I went deep into the forest in search of the flower, and the landscape changed so much that I ended up in a place where the path was nowhere to be found, and I found myself in a room surrounded by mirrors. I ask Alice, “What happened to you?
I ask Alice, “Is the area around the place you were in clean?
Wasn’t it beautiful around where you were? I ask Alice, “Wasn’t it clean around where you were?
I only have flowers that aren’t very bright. So I just want to have those beautiful flowers and treat people with them so that I can brighten up the world around me and make them happy.”
I said, “Why do you think so?” I asked.
She replied, “No one notices me or even looks back at me. I think people can’t afford it. But if you are happy, you can afford to be happy, can’t you?
Hearing these words, I realized that Alice thought that in return for making someone happy, she could be loved and be happy.
But happiness is not originally like that.
So I said, “Alice herself has to be happy first. She must be loved as she is.” And then Alice says, “I know I have to be good to be loved, but I have to be loved as I am.
Then Alice says, “I try to be a good person in order to be loved, but in reality, I am a lazy and inert person, so I wonder if I am worth being loved. I think.” He says.
Alice’s emotional contradiction came out in the fact that she plays the good person to be loved, but she really doesn’t think she is worthy of being loved.
